deception.

we spin our webs and get lost in the lies;
we're eaten by each other and left to die
- empty inside -
because we may be the spiders
but we're also the flies.

unspoken desires.

i want to carve out my place in your heart ... i want to inhabit a primal place inside you ... i want to possess you -- to slide my soul inside your mouth, and feel you pulse beneath me ... i want to find sanctuary in your gaze ... i want you to strengthen my heart with that fiery embrace ... i want to haunt your conciousness ... i want to be invincible alongside you ... i want kingdoms to bow down to us ...

but more than all that, i just want you to love me.
the way i would love you.

my love's love.

i want a lover ...

who will want me for who i am
and who i'm going to be.

who can open up themself
like an orchid in the spring.

someone who shows they care
without material obsessions
but intangible possessions, instead.

someone who keeps me
up in coversation all night long.

someone who reminds me
how to write love songs.

i want a lover
that's in love
with my love

more than me.